I didn’t wake up with a lot on my mind. I usually do. I used to be preoccupied with the future but not so much anymore.

Tomorrow is not guaranteed and I’ve embrace that. The plans I make relate more to the immediate future. So what if I don’t have enough retirement money (I think I do) or that ten years from now I will walk with the help of a walker.

But I do wonder if I will be alone. I don’t think it will be that painful to be alone. I see difficulties in doing the little things like mowing the grass (I could hire someone) or cleaning myself after long sit in the bathroom (not too easy to hire someone for that.) But that’s down the road. Not guaranteed just like tomorrow or the next day.

Perhaps I did awake with a lot on my mind.